Tuesday, August 28, 2007

Weirdness, love, and half baked suger cookies

Why does everyone think that if you think someone’s cute or attractive or whatever that your in love with them? Bull. I think plenty of people are attractive; that doesn't mean I'm in love with them... whatever- school sucks. I don’t think I would go if it wasn’t required to get a job. Sometimes you learn all this useless stuff like... how cod affected America, or how to... well, you know the rest. I think we should learn about different jobs early, and maybe get to experience them and try out new ones, and then study on your chosen job.

I was thinking about the way I used to act when I switched to my old school. I thought it was incredibly fun to act like someone else. Not a specific "someone else", but to pick a new personality and to act on it. I kind of realized I was doing that so no one knew the real me, so no one could get to know me better... but then I started loosing touch with my old friends rapidly from lack of communication, and I was left with no one. I don't get why I kept pushing myself to be someone else... but I did, and it ruined my rep, and the people I wanted to be friends with. I have these weird, deep-in-thought periods when I'm supposed to be doing home work on the computer... :)

I made sugar cookies yesterday and forgot to refrigerate the dough. They made everyone sick XD

Everything seems to be turning out half-raw these days


(oh the motherfuckin' DRAMA! Please, im just experimenting with writing here...)

2 comments:

Rosiespeckinator said...

Thank you! I've been trying to tell people that for like... Ever! Can't you just think that someone's cute without wanting to have a relationship...? Wow. I think that I just described the mind of a guy.

Lili said...

go to the met theyr sorta like that!

Any suggestions? I'll put them in the list. Email them to me or aim them over to leiko3azami@aim.com or Athene.of.the.Crows@gmail.com

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